Finals Week

You’d think that to get between emotions that are on opposite ends of the spectrum you have to pass a middle point, but that’s not true. It’s much more common to go from one extreme emotion to its exact opposite without a moment of balance or stability. Well , maybe not always, but that’s how these past few days have been.

Happy - So many heart warming, fuzzy moments within the past week.

  • Discipleship with the lovely Sarah and Valerie
  • Catching up with wonderful people I haven’t talked to in a while
  • Talking to people for the first time, and realizing that they love you
  • My 6th graders giving me hugs and asking if I will be there next semester
  • Friends who take care of me and sacrifice time to help me
  • Hugs from everybody

Angry - An emotion I really haven’t felt in a long time. 

Two nights ago I was so angry that I fell asleep. All of that negative emotion inside of me was draining, and my anger was so exhausting that I fell asleep. I am slightly concerned by this. 

My apologies if when I look at you it seems like I hate you. My tummy hurts and my body is telling me not to study. 

But despite how my feelings can change I am so so so joyful and thankful and humbled by the fact that God’s love never changes. Ooh and guess what, I learned something new today and I am excited because God showed me a new possible way I can serve Him and it’s exciting. Yayy ask me about it after finals! 

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  1. invincybil said: love you esther! let’s skype date after finals!!!!
  2. everydayescapades said: i love you!!
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