Clarification

Thanksgiving and Cats (pt. 2)

Is everyone wondering the same thing? How did it get to be the middle of November?

364 days ago, I made a tumblr post thanking some really important people in my life.

I originally started this post to share about how I’m tired and frustrated and overwhelmed and angry and sad and I’m falling apart on the inside. And I don’t know how to tell anyone why.

Then I read my old tumblr post. I thought I was so clever, with my secret thank yous to people, trying to get those people to figure out which thank you was directed towards them.

And I realized how selfish I’ve been.

So here comes another thank you post:

Thank You for being good. Thank You for loving me. Thank You for being holy and righteous and full of grace, when all I can be is broken.
Thank you all for your prayers. Thank you for your texting me just to ask if I’m doing okay. Thank you for asking how I’m really doing when I manage to hide everything behind a smile. Thank you for being there to help me even when I seem ungrateful. Thank you for hugging me even though I say I hate hugs.

Hey guess what’s back…yeah that’s right…the cats picture.

I think I use this cats picture on my tumblr every time I realize that God has blessed me with many good friends. It’s something that I realize right when I’m thinking that everyone has abandoned me.

Yay cats.